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2005-10-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

i`ve MOVED.

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2005-10-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

i jus simply HATE bio la . i so haben finish studying bio . HURHURS . goodluck la woman . dhere's like so much to study and so little time . hmm . i HATE bio .

TMR'S THE DAY LA . THURS . YAYS . ((: i so look forward to tmr and yet i dun . hmm .

im so deprived of slp la . yesyes. after bio paper i`ll go slp . bwahas . ((:

out .

2005-10-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

yesyes . i`m so looking forward to thurs la . i wan to PLAY la . bwahahas . ((:

2 more days . 3 more papers . phy emaths bio . 13 chapters of bio is a killer la . goodluck la . ><

2005-10-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmm . i`ll finish exams by thurs . yesyes . i`ll be playing away on thur la . bwahahas . yays . im so lookin forward to thurs . there`s stiu like 6 more papers la . egeog chem amaths emaths paper1 phy bio . hurhurs . mughardd la amanda . 4 more days . 4 more days of nitemare la . i`ll hav to go fer class tmr . since i cant go next sat . cux dere`s like graduation ceremony dhat sec 3s hav to attend . hmm . after exams . dere`ll be like so much fun la . sentosa kbox shopping . wad else ar . i dunoe la . FUN LA . bfore piaing fer chi olevels .

6 papers . 4 more days . mughardd people .

2005-09-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

i've been slpin like so earli the past few days. pay back time la. i shall slp latelate todae. and studyhard tonite. yesyes. i shall. im so not disciplined la.

ohyes. got our class foto. i luk horrible la. i luk GUAI la. and yes. so goodgirl kind. HAHA. so not mie la. i look funny in fotos la. yes i do. eekks. >< and i luk the same in all the fotos. HAHA. guaiguai face. widegrinns. ((:

oral was ><. ms adri asked so many q la. hellos. i so din noe dhat conver got so many q one la. she asked mie like more than 5 la. started the conver. she asked q. and she continued by saying she'll go on to the next topic. i was huh-ed la. boohoos. ><><

classes onli on weekends. i will be a goodgirl and go fer class. i jus realise that free class are like soso fun la. free class so rawk la. i shall not miss free class. hehhs. free class with loads of pirouettes grandjetes and stuff. enpointe. but stiu fun la. i LOVE free class! x))

mughard. out.

2005-09-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

i so been missing so many lessons la. i dunoe wads happening in class. my amaths is in a mess and my phy is in a bigger mess. i've to start studyin PROPER la. the past week's jus tests and more tests. hmm.

i woke up like so early todae la. 8.30am. woohoos. an achievement la. i shall off the com at 10am and go do my work. my hw's in stacks and piles. HAHA. shall go finish it up later. yesyes. later. i wan to study outside tmr la. HAHA. wokays. i shall see how ferst. ((:

out.

2005-09-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

woohoos. im stiu online at 1250am. hehhs. wokays. emaths common test tmr. and the dumb chi test. howells.

wokays. the only word dhat eberione sees now ish STUDY and more STUDY. eekks. i dun like dhis word la. boohoos.

ohyes. inter exam was ><. quite screwed up la. the use of space and stuff. free enchainment was huh-ed la. left foot in front. glissade, jete decote, glissade, jete decote, coupee, assemble batu, changement, changement. repeat 4 sets. dhis is like so damn easy and none of us got it. hmms. anw i went in with an SBA girl by the name of josie. msfoo's girl - justine and michelle. ((: got to tok to justine and michelle bfore the exam. but not relle to josie. i dun relle noe her la. and yep. noe justine from nz trip. so yeas. she's so skinny la. hmms. dance was hmms. alrite la. was the 2nd to go. 1st was justine. 3rd josie. 4th mich. wokays. not too bad la. USE OF SPACE. hmms.

out.

2005-09-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

tings are so not the same. i dunoe wad to sae lar. mie and chias talked jus now. many tings hav so happened. chias is sad and so am i lar. we are sad. ><><

after dhat went to shop la. as usual la huhs. den went to planet surf. hurhurs. dhat handbag's like damn nice lar. metallic pink and green. widegrins. it's 30bucks. ohyes. 30bucks. i jus bought a bag. not so soon till i buy another bag. HAHA. wokays. we shall see wen i'll get dhat bag. it's damn nice la. and mschuachialings bought it. im so jealous. HAHA. no la. (:

wokays. enuf of blogging. shall stop here.

tings jus are so not the same. out.

2005-09-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

sch started. term 4. eekks. i so hate dhis term lar. lets see. there's stiu like 3 weekks to eoys. HAHA. goodluck lar.

im so staring at the bio tys in front of mie lar. bio ish so crap lar. full of shit lar. boohoos. i wan tu give up on my bio lar.

netball match today. HAHA. it was >< there's another match against ep and dl. hurhurrs. i shall go watch the match if i can lar. wokays.

out.

2005-09-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

im so not done with my hw. boohoos. >< howells.

2005-09-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

wokays. amanda shall try not to type with double letterings. she shall type properly. wakakas.

she jus realised dhat she so wans so many tings la. on the top of her shopping list is bags la. bwahahas. loads of tings i wan la. let mie get my bag ferst. wahahas. i nid to shop and shop la. if i have the money i'll shop my whole lifetime lar. i will so love life la. teehehs. i miss shopping lar.

i so hav not been goin out with the dancers lar. so many tings i've missed out with dem. haven been tokin to xin for so long lar. im seriously missing on so many tings lar. dhat girl better tell mie wad the heck is happenin in her life. hurhurs.

i shall finish my hw by fri. i shall be a good girl lar. wakakas. and i shall go out on sun lar. repay time lar. i practically din go out at all dhis hols lar. everyday is jus dance sku ballet blahs. bleaghs.

im so lucky lar. lost my ezlink ytd at parkway. but manage to get it back lar. went to the counter to take. i love my ezlink lar. i love the photo. bwahahas.

kelly says ive lost weight. and phoebe agrees with kel. ahas. i feel fatter lar. i lost weight. hmms. i dunoe lar. dey sae my bones are like so obvious lar. if i relle lost weight. most prolly it's bcus im sick. boohoos. >< im stiu sick lar. i dun seem to get well lar.

wokays. dhats enuf. buhbyes!

2005-08-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

woohoos. amandaa starees hardd at thee last entryy. andd starees hardd at thee datee. shee hasnt been blogginn ferr monthhs huhs. HAHA.

hmms. loadds of stuff happenedd. sumhoww im speecchless larhhs. shall not tokk about it. i dunn relle noee knoww wadds happeninn anw larhhs. HAHA. okeyy.

ytdd was slackedd larhhs. 2hrs of free periodd. mrstohh dinn comee. andd guess wadd. shee gavee us 30 questionns tuu doo. hurhurrs. wadd a wonderful teacherr huhhs. shee's nicee andd yet shee's not nicee. HAHA. wangfeng din comee as well larhhs. andd i playedd thee wholee lessonn. withh markerr. draww yz andd kt. andd theyy draww miee as well larhhs. HAHA.

dinn go skuu todaee. wokee up lykee sho latee. might as well dunn go larhhs. stiuu mus go myself. andd i slept. hehhs. x)) andd didd homeworkk. andd danceedd!

havv beenn goinn ferr classes lykee everyydayy dhis weekk. mslee saees thee interrs aree weakk. andd i noee she's referringg tuu miee larhhs. im deprovingg. hmms. sighhs. but i workkedd lykee damnn hardd tudaee larhhs. dancedd till myy facee damnn redd larhhs. everyonee was saeingg i shudd workk lykee dhis eberyy class. wakakaas. i wouldd havee diedd if i workkedd so hardd ferr everyy class larhhs. i shall see. it's all about staminaa larhhs. almost diedd todaee larhhs. dancee was horridd. shall go workk onee of thee parts out. i lukk superr weirdd ferr dhat partt. hmms. class was jus GREAT todaee. cux amandaa workkedd! x))

dere's nutcrackkerr auditionn dhis sunndayy. mslee's girls aree wantedd. HAHA. sdt wants tuu havee a 2ndd lukk of us againn. mibii i shudd jus go ferr thee auditionn larhhs. but dhat meanns i cant go sentosaa withh chiaas larhhs. boohoos. i havee tuu makee a decisionn larhhs. andd i shoo hatee makingg decisionns larhhs. BOOS. ><

amandaa's off tuu do herr homeworkk!

tataas. x))

2005-07-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

hmms.it's julyy oridii.my lsat entryy was lykee junee.hurhurrs.

okayyes.loadds of stuff happenn thee past feww weekks i guess.been busyy andd stuff.yepps.syf closingg ceremonyy tingg ishh on next sat.andd im missin class againn.eekks.>< shit larhhs.

yayys.starees at myy fonee.HAHA.i changedd my fonee larhhs.tuu samsungg onee.flip fonee.cameraa.andd no dhat piecee of tingg.HAHA.dunoee wadd yuu call dhatt larhhs.it's blackk aniwayy.hmms.im so in lovee withh thee fonee larhhs.HAHA.

chinesee oral has been postponedd tuu tuees.damnn scaredd larhhs.if mon easilyy denn tuees.cann seriouslyy kill myself larhs.but yepps.i shall prayy hardd.hopefullyy i'll answerr eberitingg well andd properr larhhs.x))

im lazyy tuu typee.shall stopp heree.

buhh-byees.

2005-06-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

sum idiots jus freakkingly dunn appreciatee dancee larhhs. lykee waddahell larhhs. jus SHUDUP larhhs. laughh andd laughh. i so cannt standd demm. especiallyy thosee two gerrs. waddahell. lykee deyy noee howw tuu dancee liddat. hmms. i totallyy lost all thee confidencee i hadd. lukked so unsuree. kip lookinn on thee floorr. damnn nervous. aiyahhs i dunoee larhhs. im so speechhless. thee rehearsal dinn realli go well larhhs. ohhwells.

ballet was alritees. i brokke into soft pointees. yaynness! but i habenn seww my neww pointees. i betterr get it donee larhhs. deree's lykee class on sat. hahaas. cux most prolly i wunn be goinn ferr class tmrr. got dinnerr. so yepps.

i went bearr diggingg! HAHA. sumhow i feel so enthuu about it. so on about it. hurhurrs. i wann bearr diggingg! thee gangg's goinn out tmrr. yayyness. i lovee demm tuu bits andd piecees. x)) hmms. hopefullyy eberionee cann makee it. it's lykee we dunn evenn noee wen's thee next tymme we will be goinn out togetherr againn. as dhis gangg. hmms. i miss thee dayys we hadd loadds of funn togetherr. i wann tuu go backk tuu thosee dayys. i wann my belovedd dancerrs. hmms. life's lykee dhis. lifee stiuu goes on withh lesserr pplee aroundd yuu whuu cann trulyy makee yurr dayy. hmms. sadded larhhs. feel lykee cryyingg.

sumonee thee paragraphyy abovee soundds a lil rubbishh. but whuu carees larhhs huhhs. it's myy blogg! i cann do waddevaa i wann larhhs. HAHA.

tataas.

2005-06-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

okayyes. im lykke backk fromm nz a feww dayys ago. hurhurrs. i shall not blogg about nz. farr tuu muchh tinggs tuu sayy larhhs. WADEVA MAN! haha. dhis ishh farni larhhs. DUN WADEVA MIE LA! hahaa. interesting. x))

past feww dayys kindaa sleepyy larhhs. slept alot. andd i meann ALOT okayyes. i dunoee jet lagg or wadd larhhs. but i slept lykee until 12 plus thosee kindd. how horriblee larhhs. hurhurrs.

we completedd thee dingg xiangg huaa tinggy todayy. andd i meann COMPLETED. hurhurs. i feel kindaa accomplishedd huhhs. we did lykee half or moree of thee dancee larhhs. yayys. x)) but my actionns as usually are so freakking retarddedd. hurhurrs. i dunoee wadd tuu saee. retardded actions jus makee miee lookk equally retarddedd larhhs. eekks. i hatee it larhhs. ><

was jus laughingg madlyy at sum conversationns andd thee 101th testii melii wrotee. HAHA. so farnii. andd my oh-so-nicee nickk. hurhurrs. i jus lovee it larhhs. HAHA.

bearr diggingg! i shall go withh demm one dayy. i wann shoppinn! HAHA. i habenn shoppedd lykee ferr so longg. afterr thee nz tripp. i dinn lykee shopp at all. hurhurrs. dhats onlii a feww dayys larhhs rytees. but yepps. i nidd tuu shopp. i wanna get loadds of stuff. ><

tataas.

2005-06-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

yayys. todaee's thee dayy. im goinn tuu thee airport at 4 plus 5pm. im gettingg excitedd. hurhurrs. i wanna noee whuu my buddyy ishh. hurhurrs. andd whetherr im a seniorr or juniorr. hahaas. alritees.

i habenn completedd my hw. hurhurrs. sianedd laa. i tinkk my last weekk of hols ishh lykee piaa hw. >< andd not fergettingg dere's stiuu dancee. hurhurrs.

i shall playy hardd. dancee hardd. andd havv funn ferstt. yayys. off i go tuu nz. hurhurrs. takkairee peeps.

BYE!

2 moree dayys. x))

2005-06-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

guess wadd i shall do laterr. i shall go takee out thee luggagee andd cleann it. hurhurrs. andd packk summ clothes inn. at least sthh ishh lykee donee. hurhurrs. andd i shall tryy finishhingg my tonns of hw. >< eekks. i hatee homeworkk hatee packkingg larhhs.

slpingg withh kittyy andd jocelynn ferr nz tripp. hurhurrs. we shall rawkk thee room larhhs gerrs. hees. x))

germm andd jiajiaa got thee letterr tuu go ferr thee competitionn class. congratts gerrs. yuu twuu shoo rawkk larhhs. x))

summ pplee aree jus shoo freakkingglyy pissingg miee off. i shall not givee a damnn larhhs. not worthh it. datt personn jus shoo makee miee pissedd. yuckks. i hatee yuu.

tataas.

3 moree dayys x))

2005-06-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

phewws. i finallyy lykee got my winterr clothinggs. thankks arhhs chiaas. lurbee yuu loadds. x)) hurhurrs.

kayye. i've beenn a gudd gerr. guess wadd i was doinn bforee typingg dis entryy. hurhurrs. i was writingg myy oh-shoo-longg packklist. eekks. i shoo hatee tuu packk larhhs. but yeaas. kindaa starttedd i guess. yayyness. i shall packk finishh by sat. andd sunn jus throww in summ otherr stuff. hurhurrs. yepyepps.

dingg xianngg huaa. eekks. was kindaa pissedd. hurhurrs. i dunn havv a choicee huhhs. mus do meanns mus do. my techniquees badd okayees. im not flex. andd laoshii askk miee do thosee actionns. im jus shoo happiee dat i dunn fall flat larhhs huhhs.

rehearsals weree i supposedd alriteee larhhs. was damnn shockkedd. jiaminn toree herr musclee i tinkk. ouchhies. i hopee shee's alritee. andd egyptiann ishh completee. yayys. reflectionns i noee nthh larhhs. cux i left earlli. andd yepps. ferr egyptiann ms lee saee miee andd mel's endingg do ponchee. wahhlaoos. howw cann. i dis kindd do dat. diee larhhs. suree cannot larhhs. andd kelly will be liftedd. wowws. coolness. hurhurrs.

wells. datts all. i'm shoo tireedd. i'vee kindaa lykee dancee nonn-stopp. ><

2005-06-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

hurhurrs. longg sincee i updatee larhhs. we completedd thee egyptiann onee. yayyness. x)) anddd i guess i noee my stepps larhhs. hurhurrs. tinkk shoo. andd we doingg reflectionns tmrr. x)) shoo lookinn forwardd tuu it larhhs. i habenn lykee startedd packkinn. no nidd go nz le larhs. hurhurrs. hmms. i shall be guaii andd tryy tuu startt packkinn lykee tonitee. i shall tryy. x))

ding xiangg huaa ishh ><. i got shoo manyy weirdd weirdd posee andd actionns. eekks. i shoo dunn wann dance larhhs. shoo stressfull. havv tuu pei he withh ronggqi andd melii. andd thee stepps aree lykee shoo difficult. >< gudd luckk huhhs amandaa. andd i'm thee shortest alritees. eekks.

alritees. ytdd chiaas draggedd miee go lunchh withh kahhtaii bennji deyy all. hmms. i dinn tokk muchh la. cux i simplyy dunn rellee noee thee pplee deree. shoo yepps. hahaas. andd yx sprayyedd insect repellent on miee andd chiaas. hurhurrs. thankks huhhs. >< i shoo smell of dat larhhs. andd i realisee summ weirdd tinggs de guyys do. thee wayy deyy eat thee chickenn. hurhurr. andd thee mashedd potatoo. hurhurrs.

kayee larhhs. datts all.

tataas.

2005-06-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

todaee kindaa slackk la. went ferr thee dancee performancee thingg. wahhlaoos. dunoee wadd thee heckk dat ishh la. lame shit la. thee lights weree lykke shinnin rytee intu my eyees. andd sat lykee ferst roww. almost cant see a damnn tingg la. lykee wadd thee hell rytees. heckk la. overr oridii.

i've been missinn ballet. cux i'm sickk la. feverr. eekks. lookks lykkee eberionee's sickk la. andd theresaa jus toldd miee ms lee lykee almost completee thee eygptiann thingg. shit la. i suree damnn blurr. andd theresaa saees i'm standdinn bsidee kellyy. shee damnn zaii la. i standd bsidee herr suree diee la. suree panickk larhhs. stress la.

tmrr ms lee doinn reflectionns. shudd be la. i betterr go la. if not datts it. shee's gonaa scoldd miee. amandaa yuu betterr startt appearrinn ferr rehearsalls okayyes. ahhhs.

i damnn stressedd la. laoshii saee i'm in thee ding xiang hua dancee. eekks. betterr dunn let it be cheena okayyes. i will jus stompp off. i lookk damnn freakkin weirdd wenn yuu askk miee dancee thee cheenaa stuff alritees. shoo yepps. i shall prayy hardd. newaee. dancee or dunn dancee oshoo doesnt realli matterr la. lolls. i dunn realli caree. ahaas.

*tataas*

2005-05-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

i seriouslyy shoo pei fuu myself la huhhs. fromm lykkee 3 plus. i was lykkee sneezin all thee wayy till noww. andd it's lykkee 1 plus andd i'm stiuu heree. onlinee. wowws. yeaas. andd i hadd dancee. forr 3 hrrs. andd denn rushhedd ferr pianoo. andd denn rushedd ferr ballet. i dinn evenn havv anyy chancee tuu lykkee rest or takee a breakk. shoo tiedd up though it's lykk hols.

ballet was thee best partt la. ms lee was damnn farnehh. withh thee sickkbayy stufff. lolls. denn we didd nz rehearsals. reall cool. it was shoo funn larhhs. whhhees. i jus shoo lookinn forwardd tuu nz larhhs. i wanna go! cann thee planee lykee hurryy takee miee awayy or sthh. i ratherr be theree denn at homee. lolls. i wannn moree nz rehearsals! i dunn mindd thee harddworkk. sincee it's lykk real funn. reall nicee. reall cool. wheees. lookinn forwardd tuu rehearsal tmrr. yayyness!

deree's dancee tmrr. i shall see if i'm dancinn. cux thee fluu's jus gonaa kill miee. eekks. i cant stopp sneezzinn seriouslyy. eekks. i hatee it larhhs. cantt standd it.

i shall be a guaii kiaa andd go tuu bedd noww!

*tataas*

2005-05-29T10:21:00.000+08:00

fri,27o5o5

last dayy of skuu! hurhurrs. went out withh chiaas jenna melii. spasticatedd! hurhurrs! we tookk neoprints andd deyy weree lykk shoo dumbb. ahahaas.

afterr dat wentt ferr class. adv foundd. hmms. class was okayy larhhs. dinn realli do muchh.

sat, 28o5o5

went tuu watchh madagascarr. hurhurrs. it was OKAYY. i almost fell asleep cux i was simplyy tuu tiredd. xP hurhurrs. guess whuu i saww. lolls. shinn andd songxi. andd songgxi was lykk sayyinn shorriee tuu miee. i showedd my i carnn be botheredd facee. freakk miee out larhhs. i was lykk whuu's dat. shoo familiarr. eekks. afterr dat myy broo andd mumm askedd miee whuu dat was. hurhurrs. scaredd miee larhhs.

pointee class! hurhurrs. it was okayy lahrhs. i stiuu havv a fearr ferr pointee. eekks. afterr thee fall. couldnt do pirouettees properlyy lorhhs. sighhs. andd i almost got blisterrs. ALMOST! but i dinn la okayys. lolls.

feelinn sickk. throat dryy. a lil painn. felt lykk pukinn. got coughh. andd fluu. hmms. but i stiuu wanna DANCE! especially wenn ms lee sayys shee wanna redo thee reflectionns andd theree cann be miraclees. i shoo wanna dancee larhhs. sho excitedd about thee tripp. yayness! x)) but i nidd tuu gett well ferstt larhhs! ahhhs! hurryy get well amandaa! hurhurrs. lamee shitt larhhs.

sun, 29o5o5

deree's class later. it's a pointee class! ahhhs. shudd i saee i'm lookinn forwardd tuu it or wadd? hurhurrs. i sumhoww hatee pointee but lovee dancinn. ahahaas. andd thee class ishh lykk damnn longg. betaa prayy dat i survivee thee class larhhs. i dunn wanna faint orr wadds.

*tataas*

2005-05-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

i slept lykk damnn longg tudaee larhhs. slept fromm thee tymee i camee homee till lykk 7pm? lolls. yupps. datts lykk damnn longg larhhs. hadd dinnerr denn wennt tuu crestarr ferr nz briefinn. yeshh. thee briefin.

all of us aree shoo exciteedd noww. dere's lykk shoo muchh dancinn waitinn ferr us. i jus carnn helpp it butt tuu feel excitedd larhhs. yayyness. 12 junee. ahahaas. aniwaee. i habenn evenn packk my lugguagee. lykk howw tuu go? lolls. okayys. im shoo lookinn forwardd tuu thee tripp. yayyness. x))

tmr's last daee of skuu. andd afterr dat. junee hols. yayness huhhs. lolls. tmrr got tuu cleann thee class. ahahaas. i jus shoo lovee it larhhs. cleaninn classrmm ishh jus shoo muchh funn. cleann windoww. climmb heree andd deree. ahaas. fun. x))

*tatas*

2005-05-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

okayys. anotherr slackk schh dayy. howw seriouslyy wonderedd y i go tuu schh tuudaee ferr. lykk damnn dumbb larhhs.

i shoo stonedd tudaee larhhs. totalliee inn no freakkinn dumbb mood tuu dancee lorhhs. i jus stonedd andd stonedd. andd was lykk damnn blurr larhhs. markk attendencee markk until lykk shit lorhhs. *eeks* i wann tuu resignn larhhs. seriouslyy. i meann it okayys. it's no jokee manns.

an apologyy fromm herr. isit enuf? cann shee jus tinkk of wadd shee didd. a shorriee fromm her ishh seriouslyy nthh tuu miee. i jus seriouslyy cant be bothheredd. hurhurrs. a shorriee. shoo simplee. i dunn acceppt apologies shoo easilyy. especiallyy fromm herr. i got tuu toleratee her. i dun havv a choicee. hmms. i shall bear withh it.

*tataas*

2005-05-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

i supposedd i was earlii ferr class. earlii denn ms lee. shee was hmms. as usual latee larhhs. denn auntiee limingg camee in. we talkkedd. ferr lykk 1hrr? wowws rytees. tokkedd shoo muchh crapp. shhhs. most of it ishh secrets. auntiee limingg was farnii. lolls.

ohyahhs. kellyy toldd us about dis discoveryy channel showw. statingg dat thee worldd endds at 25th dec 2012. hmms. byy denn i'll be onlii lykk 22? yeaas. tinkk shoo. lolls. shoo youngg huhhs. hmms. we shall see larhhs. shoo livee lifee tuu thee fullest pplee! x))

kayys. class was i shudd saee gudd larhhs. drip lykk hell larhhs. ms lee realli pushedd us. it was a gudd class. x)) i've workkedd. hmms. i tinkk i'm gonaa lykk achee eberiiwheree tmrr. eekks. andd dere's lykk dancee tmrr. andd i've gota lykk see dat dumbb womenn whuu pissses miee off. i noee my duties betterr denn yuu do. i shoo pityy myself tuu havv tuu tolerant yuu. dumbb womenn. i shoo hatee herr larhhs. dumbb. >.< shee's gonaa makee miee dreadd dancee. eekks.

*tattas*

2005-05-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

schh was shoo slackk. sianedd larhhs. discussedd on thee 'we aree teacherrs' thingg. hmms. it mightt bee funn afterr all larhhs. okayys. andd whetherr i'll go schh tmrr ishh stiuu a lykk questionn markk. hees. shoo slackk. dunn go schh oshoo cann lorhhs. hmms. stayy at homee andd sleep. x))

deree's class laterr. x)) backk tuu dancee. yayys. andd i meann dancee. yayyys!

*tataas*

2005-05-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

yesterdaee was thee big walkk. big walkk was funn larhhs. but tiringg. >.< i wokee up at lykk 5am okayys. lolls. denn left thee housee at 5.55am. hmms.

dancedd belowwedd thee stepps deree. at thee large areaa. eberiionee was lookinn larhhs. damnn nervous. but yupps. funn. x)) we dancedd thee 10km larhhs. kindaa larhhs. lolls. was holdinn thee bannerr. andd i shall admit datt i'm shoo shortt. eekks. hadd a hardd tymee holdinn it larhhs. >.<

finishedd withinn twuu hours. heardd thee luckyy draww thingyy. ourr numberr was calledd! it was natt's. but shee dinn go. sighhs. wastedd larhs. but neberrmindds larhhs. wadd's ourrs will be ourrs. it might not be meant ferr us. shoo yupps. it's no one's fault dat we dinn get it.

okayys. i kindaa dunoee wadd thee hell i'm typinn larhhs. but yupps.

*tatas*

2005-05-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmms. i'm lykk feeling thee jitterrs. eekks. tmrr got nz auditionns. i hatee auditionns larhhs. damnn nervous noww larhhs. i shall jus tryy my best tmrr. i dunn realli wann tuu get intuu thee seniorrs categoryy. shoo yupps. newaee. loadds of demm out deree aree betterr denn miee larhhs. no nidd tuu fight mans. lolls.

kayys. went ferr class ferr thee past feww dayys. beenn doin thee bigg walkk stuff. greasee lightning. we go togetherr. nitee feverr. houndd dogg. wowws. loadds of demm larhhs. lurbee demm larhhs. shoo funn. hmms. deree seemm tuu be summ disappointment or waddevaa summhoww. i'm not tuu suree. classess seemedd tuu bee real badd ferr summ of us. wells. it's gonaa be overr soon larhhs kayys. takkairees duddes.

coachh carterr was NICE! shoo kewll larhhs. nicee nicee showw. x)) but damnn suckky seats we're got. all thankks tuu valeriann. hmms. my seat was lykk B. hmms. was straininn my neckk larhhs. *ouchhs*

afterr dat i wantedd tuu go esplanadee libraryy see ballet bookks. melii wennt withh miee. great bookks deyy havv. kewll. x)) denn was damnn hungryy. was in searchh ferr food larhs. walkk ferr damnn longg larhhs. andd we twuu roadd idiotts aree actuallyy not tuu badd larhhs. foundd our wayy homee andd foundd food. x)) smartt harhhs. lolls. saww jolenee at cityy linkk i tinkk. lolls. shee wavedd tuu miee. andd i was lykk whuu thee heckk ishh dat larhhs. lolls. denn melii toldd miee jolenee. denn i hurryy wavee backk. howw retarddedd larhhs. my eyesight's seriouslyy horriblee larhhs. >.<

wishh miee luckk ferr my auditionns yupps! x))

*tataas*

2005-05-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmms. tmrr's backk tuu normal. goinn tuu schh in thee moriningg insteadd of afternoonn. andd we'ree watchinn coachh carterr. lolls. manyy sayys it's nicee. hmms. i shall lookk forwardd tuu it larhhs. lolls.

hmms. i dreadd dis wholee weekk larhhs. shoo damnn shittifiedd. andd i meann it larhhs. it's lykk. i neberr feel shoo badd bforee. i'vee beenn scoldedd lykk hell ferr thee past feww dayys. it seriouslyy wasnt miee ferr thee past feww days andd till noww. i dunoee. sumthingg's shoo wrongg withh miee. wadd ishh it. i dunoee. i jus hatee myself ferr eberitingg. thee dumbb gerr. shee hatees herself shoo muchh.

hmms. ballet shoo funn. andd i lurbee it tuu bits andd pieces manns. shoo rawkk my lifee larhs. my passionn. x)) lookinn forwardd tuu bigg walkk. butt thee actionns aree wowws. wee nott gonaa walkk thee 10 km manns. wee gonaa DANCE it! dance dance andd moree dance! andd summ of thee stepps aree wowws! i cannt imaginee wadds gonaa happenn datt dayy. but it's gonaa be loadds of funn thoughh. x))

*drownnedd in tearrs*

2005-05-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

i seriouslyy hatee makinn decisionns. andd i hatee it wenn thinggs dunn cumm deyy wayy i wann demm tuu be. hmms. eberitinggs sho unfairr. datts my fatee. i dunn havv a choicee. seriouslyy. damnn.

mummyy sayys i go ferr debrief andd not ferr ballet. hmms. i wann tuu go ferr ballett baddlyy larhhs. butt wadd tuu do larhhs. i dunn havv a choicee. i havv tuu ponn schh if i wann tuu go. lykk wad thee hell. thee dumbb schedule totallie suckks bigg tymee larhhs. andd i carnn go ferr ballet. dumbb. i wann ballet! moree andd moree! i miss dancingg shoo muchh. hmms. i dunn wann tuu losee it.

bigg walkk. on sunn. hmms. lookinn forwardd tuu it. thoughh it's lykk tiringg. but. yupps. it's about DANCING! it's gonaa be real funnn andd i noee i'll lurbee it tuu bitts. yeshh i will! x))

nz tripp auditionns. hmms. ms lee saees shee wanns tuu choosee a feww of us tuu go tuu thee seniorr grpp. cux there's lykk summ vancancies. shoo yupps. it's alritees withh miee whetherr i'm in juniorr or seniorr larhhs. i dunn realli botherr larhhs. lolls.

wadd elsee. tudaee went backk tuu dancee. ms lee updatedd us onn loadds of stuff. concerts. andd stuff. datt shee nidds helpp ferr summerr schh andd stuff. wowws. andd wholee loadd of eventts. i cant breathee larhhs. schh's as demanddingg as well. with thee canns event. syf closingg ceremonyy. ahhs. dere's farr tuu manyy thinggs in my lifee. i cant seem tuu coppe. i'm gonaa breakkdownn soonerr or latta i guess. it's lykk jus a matterr of tymme. hmms. i dunoee wadd i shudd do.

andd i tinkk i totallieee suckks larhhs. studdies andd eberitingg. andd evenn dancee. i'm suchh a failuree. suchh a disappointmennt.

dere's shoo manyy thinggs i wouldd lovee tuu lookk forwardd tuu. andd i wann tuu dancee dancee andd DANCE!

dancee shoo rawkk my lifee. my passionn. i lurbee it tuu bits andd piecees.

woahhs. dis entryy ishh longg larhhs. all myy crapps andd rubbishh. datts jus miee. thee gerr whuu dances. thee gerr whuu loves it andd dunn wanna losee it. thee gerr whuu ishh a totall disappointmennt. i feel shoo lousyy. shoo badd. ahhs. i dunnoee wadds happeningg tuu miee all of a suddenn. it's afterr examms andd stiuu dere's shoo muchh streess.

thee gerr nidds a breakk. she's gonaa breakkdownn. shee wanns tuu cryy. she's not as strongg as all of yuu tinkk shee ishh. datt gerr. sheee doesnt livee in a wurll of herr ownn. shee's herr.

*i cant seem tuu breathhee*

2005-05-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

jus realisedd i havenn bloggedd yett. yupps. shoo i shudd blogg larhhs. lolls.

starees at thee tymee. it's lykk 12 plus goinn tuu 1 andd i'm stiuu heree. andd dere's a paperr tmrr. aiyahhs. it's jus a damnn paperr larhhs. listenningg compree. lolls. howw lykk wonderful huhhs. rubbishh paperr larhhs. lolls.

kayys. i've been writingg andd writingg testis thesee feww dayys. alot of demm ishh lykk crapp larhhs. lolls. i'vee been receivingg testis tuu. x))

hmms. tues. beaddifiedd outingg. havinn breakkfast tugetherr at parkkwayy. gelaree. sthh liddat larhhs. lolls. i'vee discoverredd sthh badd larhhs. it's lykk i noee wadd shopp parkkwayy has. but i dunnoee thee namees. dummb larhhs. carmenn hadd tuu describee thee shopps tuu miee. denn i noee lorhhs. howw dumbb. okayys. i shall startingg pickkinn upp thee namees of thee shopps. >.<

tatas.

2005-05-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

hmms. i feel shoo wierdd noww dat examms aree overr. i kindaa havv nthh tuu do. howw boredd.

sleep ferr shoo longg tudayy. hav beenn slackkin larhhs. x))

havinn slight headdachees againn. tinkk i slept tuu muchh. >.<

i wann tuu go out.

i wann tuu shopp. i wann tuu buyy lots of stuff manns. shoes. baggs. clothes. ahhs. farr tuu manyy tuu mentionn larhhs. lolls.

tataas.

2005-05-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

examms aree OVER! whhees.

bits andd pieces of stuff hav beenn happeningg duringg thee examm weekk.

dancee campp byy SDT
i shoo wann go. butt i nidd summonee tuu go withh miee. it's lykk damnn cheapp larhhs. less denn 100 buckks canns. lolls.

SYF closingg ceremonyy
yayyness!! wee get tuu performm ferr thee closingg ceremonyy. i tinkk we cann get goldd withh honourrs onee lorhhs. we kindaa chosee thee wrongg categoryy. dumbb. we werree registeredd underr chinese. but afterr thee closingg ceremonyy list cumm out. we weree in thee international categoryy. hmms. deyy sayy we suitedd thee international or sthh liddat larhhs. but yupps. all of us aree happie tuu perform ferr thee closingg ceremonyy. x)

canns collectionn thinggyy
we get tuu performm as well! whhhees! dancee clubb shoo rawkk larhhs. but laoshii choosingg. shoo not confirmm selectedd. sadedd larhhs. i confirmm not chosenn derhs. butt nebermindd larhhs. dancee clubb performingg denn cann lerhhs!

went outt withh -meli. carmen. jisoo. aijiaa. ningjiaa. yijiee. huiyii. jeann. jingpeii. candyy- i guess datts all. lolls. jt galls shoo rawkk. beaadds shoo rawkk. lolls. rytes carmenn? lolls. wee rawkk larhhs. we as in carmenn meli jisoo aijiaa. yupps.

i'm jus tuu lazy tuu typpe summoree. lolls. mibii i shall updatee summoree lataa. wenn i'm lykk boredd. x)

tatas.

2005-05-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

examms aree simplyy dumbb. jus dumbb larhhs canns. i hatee demm larhhs. sho freakk onees. i kindaa tinkk i screwedd demm ryte thruu larhhs. howw nicee harhhs. >.<

i stiuu got thee wholee of nextt weekk. afterr next week i'm gonaa be lykk wowws. freedd. whees. i wann datt dayy tuu cumm. ahhhs. examms aree dumbb. dere's stiuu lykk 7 moree dayys. hmms. i'mm kindaaa countingg downn larhhs. 7 dayys not includingg de onee on monn. dunn ebenn noee wadd examm on monn siaa. tinkk it's CL listeningg compree. lykk wadd thee heckk ishh datt ryytes. waddevaas larhhs.

stressedd larhhs. examms aree shoo freakkingg stressful. simplyy onee wordd i havv ferr examms. dumbb.

DUMB! x)

2005-05-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

tmrr examm lerhhs. engg paperr 1. dumbb examms. i dunn wishh tuu screww demm larhhs. kayys. hopefullyy i'll do jus finee. i shall prayy hardd. hmms. fri wouldd be hcl paperr 1 andd ss paperr. ss. ferst tymee takingg ss examm sias. shoo scaredd larhhs. but i'll jus prayy. x)

mr soon pass me sum leadershipp tripp formms. dumbb dumbb. goinn awanaa. KL. hmms. i'm not goin larhs. it's lykk i'm goinn nz oridi. dunn wann tuu go ferr thee leadershipp thingg larhhs. but chiaas wanns tuu go. hmms. we shall see howw larhhs.

cant go ferr class chalett. cux of nz. hmms. dumbb dumbb. siann diaoo larhhs. nebermindds larhhs. no choicees wadds.

studyy hardd. mugg hardd. jiayouu ferr examms!

i'mm waitingg ferr thee endd off examms manns. x)

tataas.

2005-04-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

whhheees.
neww bloggskinnn.
i lurbee it.
shoo nicee.
shoo kewll.
shoo rawkk.
lolls.
myy crapp.
myy rubbishh.
myy stylee.
wheees.
myy neww bloggskinns certainnlyy so rawkks.
lolls.
shall blogg againn lataas.

tataas.

2005-04-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmms. i've beenn kindaa pissedd latelyy. eberitingg my fault. hmms. i'm tuu blamee andd stuff. i've beginn tuu losee trust andd confidencee. hmms. i dunoee. i'm unsuree. hmms. i'm in thee wrongg. thee personn at fault. hmms. mibii i deservee suchh a treatmentt. suchh an attitudee. yupps. dunn test myy patiencee.

moree andd moree pplee saee i daoo. aiyahhs. waddevaas larhhs. i cantt be botheredd. seriouslyy. a wastee of my oh-so-precious tyme. hmms. i jus havv tuu bee happyy. bee wadd i m. be contentedd. i dunn realli havv tuu botherr aboutt howw otherrs tinkk aboutt. i shall not givee a damnn larhhs. dumbb.

class chalet clashes withh nz tripp. ohh howw wonderful rytes. andd it clashes withh dancee cipp. lovelyy. hmms. pissedd larhhs. noww i dunn feel lykk goinn canns. i havv tuu miss farr tuu manyy thinggs. i wanna go ferr class chalett. ahhs. dumbb. dumbb. dumbb. i dunnoe larhhs.

my life ishh in a total mess. i dunn tinkk i noee wadd's happeningg tuu myself. hmms. damnn.

andd exams aree cuminn. dumbb examms. dumbb.

tataas.

2005-04-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

hmms. i've been cuminn homee earli thesee feww dayys. i meann EARLI. thosee kindd of straight after schh go homee. i feel shoo guai larhhs. denn i didd myy workk. wowws. i've beenn slackkinn larhhs. do workk andd slackk at thee samee tymee. lykk ermms. but i've clearedd at least summ workk. i feel shoo proudd of myselff. lolls. dumbbb.

i'mm lykk thee secretaryy ferr dancee clubb. i dunn tinkk i deservee it larhhs. summ of the otherr sec 3s aree moree worthh thee positionn. i tookk overr fromm amannn. lolls. my jie. hahaas. shoo kewl. cali president. denn mx vice. chias treasurer. hmms. andd i've beenn lykk assignedd stuff to doo. howw NICEE.

syf celebration on fri in LT1. dhat's lykk shoo kewll. hees. lookk forwardd tuu it. hmms.

tataas.

2005-04-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

hmms. i'm lykk feelingg damnn scaredd larhhs. mid-years shoo damnn freakkingg nearr. onee week plus i guess. dumbb. i seriouslyy hav a phobiaa ferr examms canns. eberionee's lykk muggingg shoo damnn freakkingg hardd andd heree i m. sittingg in fronnt of thee comm andd typingg diss oh-so-wonderful entry. bleaghs. i'm kindaa angryy withh myself. amandaa yu beta start studyingg. andd mugg hardd. if yu wann to stay in jt.

hmms. i've been lykk a pigg. shoo piggishhed. i sleptt fer lykk 2hrs plus. damnn longg larhhs. andd i dinn no hww canns. amandaa yuu shall payy backk. no sleepingg tonitee yupps. yu gonaa piaa urr oh-so-much hw. yu beta do. andd pls startt studyingg. bleaghs.

i kindaa seriouslyy nidd sumonee to wakee me upp. tokk summ sense into me. i'm jus shoo slackk. hmms. wadds happeningg tuu me. dumbb.

tataas.

2005-04-17T02:18:00.000+08:00

hmms. neww sittingg arrangementt. whichh ishh lykk ferst roww. 2ndd columnn fromm thee doorr. shoo frontt lorhhs. hmms. denn chunkiat behindd me. valeriann behindd meli. hmms. im a lil bu shuang withh howw summ pple do thinggs. no namees mentionedd ahhs. shoo attitudee. fedd up andd angryy shho wadd lorhhs. pplee mus listenn to yuu isit. dumbb. i seriouslyy hadd enuff. hmrphh.

hmms. there hass been summ misunderstanddinggs. i hatee it manns. i givee upp. i givee up on tellingg pplee to trust me. i seriouslyy carnn be botheredd by wadd deyy tinkk. i shall let demm be. hmms.

kayys. i gotaa go sleep. it's lykk 2 plus in thee morningg. hmms.

tataas.

2005-04-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmms. syf goldd. we weree all disappointedd. sadd. hmms. but i guess all of us didd ourr bez. we jus nidd summ tymm to get overr it.

ballet examm was okayys. thee examinerr saidd it was well donee. toldd ms yeoo dat it was a delightful performancee. i wonderr howw i did. hmms.

teachhingg ishh hardd manns. i cant teachh ferr nuts lorhhs. ms lee askedd me andd michelle to correct thee grade 7s. sincee exam overr andd we'll promotedd. hmms. ms lee saidd we hadd to touchh demm to makee demm betaa andd stuff. shee saidd dat me and michelle weree jus lykk kel andd ame wenn deyy startedd to teachh. hahaas. teachingg ishh hardd mans.

all hurdles aree currentlyy overr. hmms. andd it's backk to schh tmrr. sighhs.

2005-04-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

tmr's the bigg dayy. we hav to go fer it gals. cux we noee we cann do it. we will make it. smile hardd yup gals. jus do ur bez and eberiting will be finee.

ballet exam. im missingg my clickks. dats lykk badd. shit mans. hopefullyy can clickk duringg examm lorhhs. i shoo damnn scaredd of thee clickks. shoo im scaredd of thee 2nd exercise of characterr. full of clickks manns. missingg clickks wouldd jus be shoo obvious.

we makee it. andd i believee i will. ferr bothh thee syf and exam. i nidd to havv faithh. andd i nidd thee luckk man. i hope fer thee best. jus the bez. kipp thee faithh.

2005-04-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

2 daes to syf. 3 daes to ballet exam. damnn nervous larhhs. *yikes* one after another. competitions and exams. im shoo freakedd out by suchh stuff. im sho stressedd. yeshh. by wedd nitee i'll be free fromm all these. eberitingg wouldd hav cumm to an endd. andd i'll be backk to hu im. hahaas. i've not beenn myself i guess. it's lykk shoo stressedd. hmms. dunnoe larhhs. hopefullyy a goldd withh honours fer syf andd abovee 95 ferr my ballet examm. i shall prayy. prayy harddd. prayy dat gudd things wouldd happen. yeshh it will. i shall hav faithh. havv faithh in the dancerrs andd in myselff. x)

2005-04-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

wowws. longg sincee i updatedd. butt whees. we madee it. we weree the champs. thee winnerrs. whhees. we got ferst fer talentime dance categoryy andd was the best performancee grpp. attainn thee highhest scoree. whhees. great jobb donee gals. datt daee jus shoo rawkk. april fool's dayy summore. hahaas.

we shldnt caree bout we summ otherrs tinkk. jus lookk aheadd gals. we jus simplyy carnn be botherredd by wadd pple sayy. wee deservee wad we got. we rawkk. we realli rawkk. wee didd ourr seniorrs proudd. deyy werree sho proud of us. andd we din let qiaowei dwnn. shee owes us supperr. teehees. thanks lilingg fer dat swit lil letaa. thanks geokk fer the flowerrs. thankks peuu xinn geokk and thee rest fer their best wishhes. d*passion just rawkk shoo muchh.

class match fer gals and guys todaee. jt simplyy rawkks. my class rawkks. i lurvee my class. all of euu did a great jobb. thee guyys matchh was seriouslyy shoo closee. phewws. i'm shoo gladd deyy wonn. whees. we aree the winnerrs. thee gals did a greatt jobb too. deyy wonn. the matches weree jus greatt. hmms. i keptt cheerringg at the wrongg moments. hees. xP.

dummbb larhhs. i kanaa bulliedd by shoo manyy pplee. kindaa pissedd. butt yeaas. heckk carees larhhs. eeks. shoo freakkedd outt. i wanna changee nameetagg. i wanna bee sumonee elsee. hees. xP.

2005-03-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

halfdayy todaee duee to gudd results. wentt out withh xinn andd chias. whhee. we hadd funn. tiringg mann. wennt bugis. yerpps.

saww loads of cchms ppl dere. yeaas. took neoprints as usuall. heex.

got in talentimee. goinn to thee finals. whhee. we madee it gals. happiness ishh within us. dancee clubb ishh happyy ferr us. pressurizee too. yeaas. but i'm suree we cann do it gals. aimm highh. tryy urr best. andd theree shall be no regrets. yeshh. wee rawkk thee wurll galls.

de'passionnn-

2005-02-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

hmm. shoo longg sincee i'vee updatedd.

tests. dhis wordd simplyy freaks mee out andd hatee tests cann. eekks. 4 tests next weekk. i repeat. 4. egeog on monn. chinese on tues. chemm on wedd. ss on thurs. whooo. i hatee demm mann.

wennt ferr thee auditions ferr talentimee onn fri. whhee. i guess we did perfectlyy finee larhhx. thee flipps andd stuff weree donee well i guess. we rawkks gals. greatt jobb yeaas. lurbee all of ewee to bits. anxious to gett thee results. out tmrr.

kayys. off i go to studyy chinese.

[[ it's finallyy overr andd we hopee we'll makee itt. x) ]] ___*de'passion* ]]

2005-02-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmm. chinese neww yearr noww. so me in cnyy moodd. wentt vistingg. receivee redd packkets. whhee. lifee wass kewll. funn. lurbbe it. heex. x)

me kinddaa sickk. got slight soree throatt. andd badd fluu. butt i shldd be alritee. loads of pplee sickk. hmm. eberionee mux takkairee andd gett well soonn yeaas.

havee been eatingg lykk a pigg thee past feww days. all thee neww yearr goodiees. *stares at myself* hmm. i cann see thee fats mann. ewww. i netaa losee weightt lorhhx. andd i wanna see i hatee fats. i hatee the sight of fats mann. fats aree gonaa bee my lifeetimee enemyy. yeshh. it will be.

next wedd got twuu test. physics andd bio. ahhx. hatee it lorhhx. scaredd of tests lerhhx. me got phobiaa fer tests. especiallyy sciences mann.

tmrr gotaa go lao yu shenngg. heex. yayy. funn. cann playy. cann go hotell. whhee.

*takkairees*

2005-02-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

tmrr gonaa presentt thee xiamenn presentationn. diee man. i nott suree off thee clickkingg lorhhx. i damnn scaredd lo. hmm. muxx prayy hardd le. hopefullyyy nthh goes wrongg yeaa. my greatest hurdlee will bee thee powerpoint le. eberionee mux jiayouu tmrr kayys. [chias] [rongqi] [xiaojunn] [lilingg] [audreyy]. jiayouu kayys.

denn tues chinese neww yearr evee le. after dat goinn out withh thee dancers bahhx. not suree. charmainee got askk me go out aso. carmenn aso. hmm. i gotaa see how ferst mann.

nz tripp. oh mann. shldd i go. mummy asoo nevaa saeee cannot lorhhx. shee kindaa encourages me to go. i dunoee la. shld i go notx. sumonee tell me. oh mann. i hate makingg decisions lorhhx. dunn lykk it laa.

dats all.

tataas.

2005-02-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

tried the syf costume on wed though i wasnt prepared. hahaa. it's pinkk. babyy pinkk. hahaa. onee ishh abit cut in andd thee otherr ishh a halter. hmm.

had talentime prac on thurs. was so damn scaredd can. basically. i'm sloww. near to being retarded. i learn real slow yeaa ppl. so pls pardonn me. i feel so badd ferr my retarded-ness. ahhx. i'm sorryy pple.

celebratedd jas and cali's bdaee yesterdaee. hadd fun la. denn i criedd sumhoww la. toopidd mum. forevaa liddat onee. i hav my limits lorhhx. idiot. eberione was kindaa shockedd to see me cryy. cux ishh lykk i shoutedd over the fonee andd thee next moment i criedd. so sorryy bout it galx. thankews to eberionee onee hu triedd to consolee me. thanx [geok][peu][xin][meli][chias][cali] andd thosee dat weree dere yesterdaee. i'm alritee yeaa.

i dunn havee thee cnyy moodd la. andd i dunoee wadd to wear fer cny celebration in schh. heex. i shldd decide by tmrr la.

loads of hw piling up. i beta get it donee bfore cnyy. andd dat xiamen presentation. hopefully eberiting goes onn well. yeaa okayys.

tata.x)

2005-01-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

ms lee sayys i'vee been missingg sunndayy classes. wadd rubbishh. sincee wenn lorhhx. i dunn caree la. i'm innocent andd tats it. hahaa.

lots of stuff happenedd. saddness. happiness. eberiting's happenninn noww.

i lurvee my class. i lurvee 3 justice. whheee~! jt rawks. hahaa. we've been crappingg these feww dayys. haha. *oops* lurbee myy jt frenx. whhee~ hahaa. let mee see. frenx lykk [meli] [carmen] [ningjia] [ji soo] [huiling] [jingpei] [siewboon]. hahaa. dats about it. hadd loads of funn in class. great happenings. i feel bondedd. heex. yeaa.

hmmx. aboutt sadd stuff andd unhappiness. i seriouslyy dunN wish to elaboratee it here. hahaa. i guess eberionee knowws y harrhhx. i cannt be botheredd. seriouslyy. i'm in no right andd position to confront or scoldd anionee. i jux got nothingg to sayy. no comments. totalliee speechless. it kindaa doesnt payy to be kindd. i'vee been givvingg wayy. lettingg u havee ur wayy. allowingg u be wadd u wan. lettingg u ventt ur angerr on me fer no damnn reasonn. i've been toleratingg. i'vee hadd enuff. moree denn wadd i rightfully shld get. i dunn deserve it. i dunn nidd it. i dunn wishh to havee it. jux buzz off. i'm pissedd. i dunnoee if i shldd be feelingg angryy. annoyyedd or wadd. i jux hadd enuff. enuf. andd enuf. shut up. get lost. i'm pissedd. dunn gimme dat attitudee.i've hadd enuff of it. i'm a humann. pls treat me lykk onee. i havee feelings lykk all of u do. i havee my limits. dunn pushh it too far. i meann it. i hadd enuff. dunn everr gimme dat attitudee.

[pplee hu readd dis entryy. it's not u. not anyonee of u. it's jux me ventingg my anger. so dunn tinkk i'm angryy withh anyyonee of u. it doesnt necessaryy be u. jux ignoree me. thankews fer beingg understanddingg. heex.]

2005-01-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

i stiuu hate maths. partly cux of the teacher. wadevaa la. haha. yayy! i managedd to solve my sums withhout the help of my dad. hees.

fergot twuu bring my bigg scarf fer class. hmm. luckily ms lee din usee it. did character. work was kinda taff. but nicee. sad thingg. wedd got dance. and it ends at 6 plus. and i cant go fer class. i guess i'm gona leave early fer dance. lyk wadd the heckk. i dunn caree. not tat i'm stubbornn. but i carnn afford twuu miss classes. i need twuu go. i dunn caree.

dancers drinkk. dey dunn eat. yesh i get tat into my crankyy brains. i've gained weight. which is bad. andd to add on. my height. shhessh. shoo short. i beta eat lesss and grow taller.

~dancers drinkk. deyy dunn eat.~

2005-01-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

*screams*

i hatee maths. gahh. makingg mee frustratedd onlii. todayy i dao meli in class lorhhx. cuxx i was simplyy too pissedd off withh myself. andd my maths jux lykk sux. ahhhx. finee waddevaa.

after schh was rainingg. me xin chias and cali weree lykk drenchedd to thee skinn cann. so wet! tmr gotaa bringg my nikee drumbagg le. cuxx my schh bagg is jux so wet. loll.

pray fer me. pray fer my maths.

*prays hard*

2005-01-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

terdaee cca orientation. i wore the pinkk and purplee costume. hmm. hadd a hardd tym tudaee. summore noww damn tiredd. boos. woree heels. andd thee thingg ishh. i foundd my dress longg. hahaas. after tat went to seven elevenn wif cali xin and chias.

hadd ballett jux noww. hahaas. btww. i'm 159cm tall. heex. andd i'm lykk 40kg. damnn. so heavyy laa. i'm gonaa starvee myselff. i dunn wann eatt. hees. i'm gettingg fat. andd i realize i same height as kel. hees. oops. sorry kel. hees. andd i'm suree she's lighter den mee la. shee's so skinnyy.

ferst week of schh endedd ratherr well. got loads of homeworkk. tats all.

*out-*

2005-01-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

terdae ishh 2nd day of schh. things went quite well i supposedd. except fer a certain lessonn la. rytes [meli][xin][peu]? x) heex. i shall not sayy it here. wahahaarhx.

and i lied yesterdayy. oops. i said i'm amandaa from 2grace and i like to readd. haha. i dunn likee to readd la. not sayy dunn likee andd not sayy likee aso. heex. so yeaa. wadevaa la. hahaa.

tmr not dancing. got dance meetingg. looking forwardd. whhee~! dance rawks!

*smiles*

2004-12-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

todayy neww year evee nehhx. thee last dayy of 2o04 worhhx. okayys. which means school's reopeningg. sighhs. mon go schh le worhhhx. sianedd siaa. neww classroom. new fweens. new teachers. yeaa. andd i'mm lykk waitingg anxiouslyy ferr tymm tablee. hopefullyy eberitings gonaa bee okayy nehhx. yeaa. andd a new batch of sec 1s! hahaax. monn gonaa be quite slack i guess. yeaa.

*in deep thoughts* not to ferget i stiuu gortt two bookk reviewws. heex. but no worries withh thee helpp of audreyy. thankewws! x)

k larhhx. tats all.

happy neww yearr eberionee! takkairee! *grins*

2004-12-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

sianed la. the two damn book reviews i dunoee wen the hell i'n gona do lorhhx. boo. hate storybooks man. ahhhx. mux ask peu fer help le. hahaa. din go out todayy. was supposedd to. the whole gang together withh qiaowei. but yeaa. seriously dere was too lil ppl. so i cancelled it. i feel so badd can. wad to do riteex. onli me cali andd chias could make it. aiyahh wadevaa.

school reopen carn go out le. sianed la. mux study oridi la. ahhhx. beta make sure i pass my physics maths and humanities. if not i'll have to say byee to my fonee. haha. how sad huh. my mum la. aiyahhx. tat might jux be a way fer me to study and do well. ahhhx. wadeva.

hmm. i tink i'll change my template soon. yeaa. i shall go findd. tatas.

2004-12-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

yeshh! i'm lykk backk. hahaa. finally rytes. okayy. mann. school reopeningg soon siaa. sadd la. den got the 5 dayy weekk thingg. i'm so tiedd up. andd i'm quite fedd up la. aiyahh. dunn wann care le.

morning got dancee. haha yeaa. i dun wishh to comment anyy further.

den went airport findd nezhaaa! hahaa. supa comical can. i sayy againn. it's supaa. hahaa. qiaowei work tat tym so concentrate de. we stand quite near her she also cannot see. oh man. can imagine how serious she is huhhx. hahaa. me andd xin even called peu. cux both of us dunoee how approachh our hardworkingg qiaowei. hahaa. qiaowei madee tis greenn teaa dunooee wadd denn got vanilla dunoee wadd creamm thingg. wahhhx. supa nicee worhhx. i wanna drink again manx. haha. andd a lollipopp. hahaa. i soundd childishh siaa. haha. wadevaa la.

after tat went to qiaowei house. oops wait. i havenn sayy tat i sit skytrain. hahaa. okayy. i sat the skytrain todayy. haha. 4 tyms i tinkk. damn boliao la. nezha and xin aso. haha. actuallyy not fun lorhhx. oops. beta not let peu noe. she'll kill me mann. yeaa. as i was sayyinn. went to nezha hse. haha. havoc sia. andd tokkedd. hmm. lifee was kindaa taff fer her. hmm. dun wann sayy here. but yeaa. understandd more things la. thanks fer tellingg me and xinnn. yeaaa. qiaowei rawks. hahaha.

holidae hww. left 2 book reviews. hmm. i'll try finish it asap. yeaa.

2004-12-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

was at ms lee's hse watchingg spore idol. okayy. taufik won. haha. wadevaa. under dance peeps influence. hahaa. i prefer sylvester. hahaa. okayy. but sadlyy. he din win. so yahh.

man i'm feeelingg so damnn guilty fer piggingg out. at of coursee ms lee's hse. mann. we weree fed withh food foodd and more food. hahaa. *stares at the weighing scale* okayy. i shall not weigh myself fer fear i'll get the shock of my lifee. man. i seriously carn imagine. wad if the weighingg scalee appears sum 60kg. haha. den i shall sayy congrats to myself man. hahaa. i'm seriously feelingg fat. overweight. *screams* but i managedd to skip lunch. *shhh* hahaa. actuallyy managedd to skip the sausage sandwich. but sadly. withh the help of germmm. i atee the sandwich. howw sadd huhh. all thanks to germ la. hahaa.

it's damn long since i update man. hahaa. lyk bforee i went off fer xiamen. *glance at the calendar* hahaa. details of thee trip cann go cali's blog bahhx. quitee detailed. haha.

went fer chalet on mon and tues. haha. it was fun la kayy. man i was pigging out there too. that explains y i'm gaining weight andd growing sideways instead of upwards. haha. wadeva la. ms tay told us spooky stories last nite. freakky man. was sittingg on the chair. between cali andd donson. hahaa. andd guess wadd happen. ms tay scared-ed us andd cali moved towards the left as well as me. hahaa. andd donson fell onto thee floor. *oops* hahaa. seriouslyy. tat was unintentional kayy. hahaa. denn he was also scared-ed. den he din wan to sit on the chair again. hahaa. lucky i call yongsheng sit beside me. man if no one sit beside me. i tinkk i will be supa scared-ed. hahaa. plus behind me nobody can. and the atmosphere was indeed scary can. hahaa. managedd to catch a glimpse of ms tay's boyfren wen the wholee gang of us went to send ms tay off. haha. i tinkk ms tay's boyfren felt lyk sum kind of monkey man. hahaa.

hmm. goingg wild wild wet on fri i tink. cux it's stephie's bdayy. hmm. i guess it's on. hahaa. and worst thing my swimwear 2 piece sia. good luck right. hahaa. dun dare wear mann. gud luck to me. hahaa.

okay tats all i havee. byee!

2004-11-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

i started to packk. hahaa. isnt tis a great news to hear? hahaa. i dun wann packk la. so ma fann wann. andd one thingg. i dunn havv clothes! as in longg sleeve ones. ahhx. dun caree la. wear jacket lorhhx. andd carn pack lotsa things in cux wet mahhx. aiyahh. hopefully i'll finish my packin by sat morningg. hahaa. i hope. cux after tat got no tym pack le.

lata goinn to dunnoee wadd hotel eat dinnerr. which means i carnn watch s'pore idol! hrmph! i toldd mummy i dunn wann to go andd shee sayy jux go. sighx. i wanna watch s'pore idol!

ppl wishh me all the bez. hahaa. hopefully i'll finishh my packkin soon. hahaa. yeaa.

buh-byee!

2004-11-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hey partner,

I didn't get anything for the comp. I am a littledisappointed, but oh well! Thanx for the luck you gaveme. Hey gotta go and practice for my italian comp,wish me luck!!!

Luv
Abby ballerina

tats abby's replyy. thoughh she dinn get anithingg for the comp shee's still thee bez! rytes ppl? hahaa. yeaa. abbyy's havinn such a cool lifee ova dere. oh mann. *envious* she has competitions after competitions! ahhhx! andd she definitely is copin well! whee! so happy fer her. all the bez fer tat italian competition u have dere yepp. i'll be supportinn u in s'poree! hahaa.

okayy. wrote dwn a list of wad to bring fer xiamen trip. oh man. so manyy siaa. 3o plus thinggs to bringg. oh mann. tat is alot cann. ahhh! hopefully my luagage can lyk squeeze everything in. andd not to ferget. mdm kee sayy go tat tym luagage inside the space muz loose loose one. denn return to s'pore tat tym mux full full one. filledd withh prezzies andd stuff! hahaa! i shall be a gudd gal andd start packkinn tmr. hahaa. i simplyy dunoee how to packk.

went fer class todayy. we did the jazz again. oh man. haha. ms lee came in front of me and asked 'u dunoe the dance?' oh man. i was lyk 'erm no. i dunoe.' she was kinda shocked i guess! hahaa. aniway i kinda got the dance. though still abit blur. but nvm. haha. after tat we did the rock and roll. germmyy my partner!! haha! we definitely hadd a great tym. ryte germm? haha. we were practicallyy swinggin ardd. haha. so funn. especially the turning part. though germ and i are still kinda unsure about the workk. but we 'playyedd'! hahaa! it was serious fun mann! hahaa! yayy!

noww i wanna do the jazz andd rock and roll again. thoughh i kinda know nuts about the jazz. but yahh. lurvee jazz andd rockk and roll! rawkks mann!!

2004-11-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

yayness! hahaa! i gort into 3hm. 3 harmonyy. hahaax. chem bio derhhx! whhee! supa happy siaa. was lykk teary durinn dancee. after chialings told us wadd class she go to. rp best class. tot i'll go into fg lykk wadd my mumm sayy. hahaa. thankk godd i dinn. hahaax. okayy yeaa. aniwaee. fg not badd aso la. cux it's 8e or 8c. so yeaa. hmmx. congrats to those hu got into 9 subj andd triple sci!

awww. i feel so relieveed! whhhee! shouts! screams! hahaa! i toldd dele i was jumpinn ardd the house after i noe tat i got into 3hm. hahaa. btww. [dele] [j.lok] [weiyi] [meixuan] [yaphuat] [veronicaa] same class as me derhhx. 3hm got 7 gracians. hmmx. not badd siaa. hahaaax.

mummyy sayy shee wann appeal fer me. jux try. cux shee sayy my sci beta denn humanites. denn noww i takkin 2 science 2 humanities. shee would rather i take 3 science 1 humanities. hahaa. if cann denn i wanna go 3jt! same as meli~! hahaa. bothh of us will be supa overjoyedd andd celebratingg if we go samee class! haha. riteex meli? heex. x)

oh yahh. [me] [mx] [dalina] sammee class worhhx. 3 dancers in 3hmm. yayyness! hahaa. at least got dancers in my class. if not i tinkk i'll cry as well. hahaax. okayy. gald i din. yepp.

*looks at the tym*. hahaa. woww! it's lykk near 2 andd i'm still here to blogg. hahaax. guess i'm too hyperedd! shall blogg about sum happeninggs in dance todayy in my next entryy. erm mibi i'll do tat tmrr. hahaa. yeaa.

thoughh 2 grace ppl has been separatedd. i hope all of us will stayy frenx forevaa. andd keep in touchh. i believe we will. yeaaa. 2 grace rawks!

2004-11-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

abby repliedd my e-mail~! heex. thee contents are alomst the samee as wadd shee sennt weiyeee. yepp.

Hey Amanda!Sorry i haven't replied to you for so long. I am most probably coming back next year 2005 to do the concert with you guys. Although it's a long time to wait, i am very excited. Do you know the Nutcracker? Well do you know Clara the main character? I might get the chance to be her in the concert coming up in my ballet school.So excited. I am receiving less and less e-mails now, probably because people are getting sick of me not replying. I heard that Joycelyn is Miss Teen representing Singapore in South Africa. I heard about that from Germaine. She is here with only for a week.I think you know that already. I also heard about the amount of people who are leaving ballet, like Cindy,Ivy.... Well gotta go now, i have to practice for my competition for tomorrow, wish me luckkk, i need loads of them.

PS: Shane has started ballet. Send my love to everyoneout there i missssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!

Love, Love, Love, Love, Lots of love,
Your best friend, partner, team-mate, dancer, Abby.

tats abby's replyy. ahhx. so sweet. andd i miss herr! myy deariee partnerr ferr lykk years mann. whhee~! it's great to hear fromm herr mann. knowinn tat she's doinn so well in melbourne. whhee~! i'm so happyy ferr herr. ahhhx. abby will alwayys be in our hearts. rmbb by eachh andd everyy balletic soul in thee studio. ahhhx! andd she's joinninn us ferr thee concert next yearr. yayy! lookinn forwardd to tat yeaa? yeepp. andd i'll lykk to wishh herr thee best of luckk ferr herr competitionn. go abbyy!

hmmx. went fer ballet todayy. seriouslyy feel tat i'm not reallyy goinn full out. andd guess tats bcux i've nott been constant ferr class. wadd to do. sighhx. dinn go fer class totally last weekk. at all cann. goodness me. ahhx. denn todayy go ms lee oso nevaa sayy anithingg. so lykk pheww. hahaa. denn did advancedd 2 againn. as in againn. shee keep doinn advancedd 2 mannx. denn did the pointe workk. my pointe shoes are tight but loosee. mann. noww i oso dunno my shoe tight or loose lorhhx. sighhx. denn did thee jazz. waddahell. i was so damnn blur cann. dunno wadd i doinn. copyy lykk siao mann. theyy bendd downn i squat lorhhx. cux i seriouslyy dunnoee waddahell deyy doinn. but seriouslyy. the dancee is nicee! supaa nicee. sighhx. i carnn get it fer nuts! ahhhx! i'm so pissedd off withh myself!

tinkkinn about goinn nz next yearr. hahaa. waddevaa mann. noww i dunn wann to go lorhhx. seriouslyy. wadds the wholee point of goinn. hmmx. i dunooee. i jux dunn feel lykk goinn lorhhx. thoughh weiyeee kindaa lykk persuadedd me to go. newaee. it's still longg. it's lykk next year junee. mann. haha. who noes. shee might evenn nortt wann me to go. wadevaa la. i'm jux so usedd to it. i shall not go. cux i simplyy dunn feel lykk goinn. tats it mann. but howw m gonaa tell herr thee reasonn y i'm not goinn. juxx tell herr i dun wann go? hahaa. i dunoee la. i'll wait till the tymm cumms.

ahhx. i havenn packedd fer my xiamenn trip. hahaa. wenn meli andd xinn aree lykk half-waee thru their packinn. mann. it's about 2 weeks to thee trip. hahaa. i still dunoee wadd i wann to bringg lorhhx. sighx. i wann go xiamenn! especially withh my dancee dudees! whhee~! hahaa. lurvee demm all!

todayy's the 1st dayy of hols. hmmx. j.lokk taggedd me tis afternoon. mann. everyyonee's simplyy missingg 2 gracee! but. 2 grace has bcomee a past. 2 grace has endedd. hmmx. hols start. 2 gracee endd. ahhx. tats jux so sayy. ahhx. rawkk onn 2 gracee~! everyy soul inn 2 gracee mux stayy funkkyy andd great! i'll miz u guys! lurvee all of yahh!

2004-10-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

flagg dayy. supposedd to meet meli at 8am. but carnn wakee up. reachhedd sch at 8.30am. hahaa. meli was latee too. but earlier dann me. heex. wantedd to dancee. but too slackk. too tiredd. haha. dann went to canteenn. hahaa. meli was havinn a great tymm lookinn at the msges inn my phonee. haha. rytes? haha. shee toldd me about herr horridd imaginationn whichh is kindaa impossiblee mann. tinkk too muchh ahhh meli. haha. dunn tokk rubbishhh. dere's nthh betweenn us. hahaa. rmb. meli shoo crapp cann. shee kept onn puttingg me andd sumonee togetherr andd wann to sayy it 300 tymms. so evil! haha. denn noww shee countingg. shee still havenn sayy 290 tymms. haha. okayy. hopefully shee doesntt see tis. haha.

chialinggs camme. denn went meet herr. go dancee roomm. hahaa. oh yahh. sumonee [ka] hahaa gavee lingg the 2 benevolencee panel. hahaa. so nicee! haha. i wannn thee 2 gracee panel! wahahaharhhx. chailinggs dancedd ai ni in dancee roomm. i wass slackkinn as usual. haha. not longg afterr went canteen. haha. againn rytes. denn met cali. denn after awhilee went over to concourse to meet. flagg dayy mahhx. [dance clubb] [2bn] [2hm] [cdc] [co] [caligraphhyy] were invovledd. my goshh. mux set gudd example. so me andd meli sat in front. as in the 1st pair. haha. meli make me shoo paisehh cann. wenn summonee walkk past shee keep callinn me. my goshhh. meli ahh! haha. okayy. so paisehh.

denn went off to 'sell' the flaggs. haha. went to toa payohh. goodness. guess wadd. we walkedd out of schh. took a bus to paya lebar tat bus stop. denn changee bus againn to toa payohh. it's all becux we carnn decide on a place. journeyy dere was supa longg. wahh. 'selling' thee flaggs wass hardd. but congrats to me! haha. the superr amandaa! haha. i managedd to 'sell' all the flaggs. 5 pieces of paper worthh of stickers cann. woahh! thoughh manyy lykk droppedd onto thee floor. haha. finishhed b4 meli. denn helpedd her. haha. so in no tymm. bothh of us were donee! haha. rushhedd backk. mann. hadd a feelingg of amazinn racee siaa. me andd meli crazyy. haha. wass lykk amazinn race mux rushh backk quicklyy! haha. so farni. was so tiredd. tookk 31 to a bus-stop nearr schh denn tookk cab into schh. bothh of us supa lazyy too walk in siaa. hahaa.

afterr [chialinggs] [cali] [liuxingg] [puen] camme backk all of us lay onn the table. wanna slp. haha. sho tiredd! meli's mum camme to pickk herr. puenn too. denn left me ling cali xingg. went to 7-eleven eatt. so hungry oso mahhx. scalded me handd dere. the noodles spilledd. *ouchh* after tat took bus homee.

dinn go fer ballet. *oops*

rawkk on 2 grace -- togetherr we soar! lurvee yahh!

2004-10-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

awww. how sad todayy's the last dayy of schh. last dayy of 2 grace'04. mann. i lurvee 2 gracee! haha. cux 2 grace simplyy rox my life. haha. but how sadd. it has cumm to an endd. nort the friendship. as a class. it's a full-stop. next year everyone's gona be streamed into the various classes. i hav a strongg feelingg. tat i'm nort gonaa go into a class tat has 2 grace ppl. a class withh no dancers. oh no. tats the endd of me mann. ahhhx. lurvee everyy soul in 2 grace'04. yupx. everyone mux keep in touchh andd gracians - rawkkk onn ppl~!

it's onlyy a feww dayys since i last updatedd. but it seems tat dere's so muchh tat happenedd these feww dayys. so muchh. jux too muchh. ahhhx.

[ouchh]

wednesdayy~
okayyy. how unluckkyy. on wedd got this too taff to puff talk. after tat got street soccer competitionn. aww. while walkinn to the street soccer court. guess wadd. i got hurt on thee headd by a hm guyy. haha. howw nicee. my goshh the ball was lykk flyyinn i bet. thoughh i dinn see howw the pathetic thingg hurt me headd. haha. my backk was facinn those guys. denn *poof* the ball jux came andd the next moment i feel myself dizzy. a littke nausea. felt lykk vomittingg siaa. thought was nthh. so i heckk caree. jux went to concourse to rest. denn weiyi andd cali keep askinn me dunn slp. deyy scaredd me carnn wakee up. denn after a whilee not dizzy lerhx. went to eat withh xinxin. denn after tat went to class. while doinn bian bian bian i felt dizzy againn. denn after tat took keyy fromm cali andd met chialings xinn meli. went to danceroom. was lykk slpinn dere. geokk jiejie came denn saw me in such a state andd shee calledd my mumm. wahh. after tis part longg story lerhhx. dunn wann sayy.

-reachh homee-
bathe denn slept. my godd. mum woke me up at 5 plus. i din wake up. dad came backk at 6 plus. wokee me up. dinn wake up. till bout 7 plus denn i woke up myself. mygoshh. went to the hospital after dinner. wait fer so longg. denn in thee meanntymm recievedd msgg fromm thee hm guyy by the name of junwei i tinkk. haha. he apologized to me. wasnt angry la. my mum was. sighhx. denn finally my turnn to see the doctor. haha. did manyy so call exercise to see if i'm lykk okayy. haha. yeaa.

thursdayy~
dinn go schh. slept at homee. saww starx wenn wokee up.

fridayy - todayy~
went to schh todayy. went downn fer FRC. mann. saw junwei standdinn at yellow linee. i pityy himm siaa. mux be bcux of tis dumb incidennt. denn after tat mr soon called fer me over the mic. my goshh. so scaredd. haha. denn he tok to me. ask me about the details and stuff. gave me his number in case anithing happens. haha. denn make junwei apologize to me. my godd i'm so paisehh. ahhh. denn after tat he ask me go backk. did zhong zheng bian bian bian. my god. quite messy siaa. carry the whole oven to audi. my goshh so difficult siaa. keep on knockinn against everyythingg tat came into our wayy. haha. good news! we wonn! grace rawks! 1st! campion! yayy! rawkks mann. 3 cheers for 2 grace! whee~!

2004-10-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

yesterdaee was me burffdaee worhhx. andd chialingg toldd me i'm olderr[lao le]. boo. yeaa. shoo oldd lerrhhx. 14 lerhhx. hahax. hmmx. received lotsa prezzies fromm myy frennx. haha. shoo switt worhhx.

[pinkk and blackk billabongg 'handdbagg'] -- thanks to [geok jiejie] [xinn] [chialingg jiejie] [peuu] [cali jiejie] [meli]. heex. tis itemm was on my wishhlist. xinn wennt to gett it ferr me. heex. whheee~! thanx gals! lurvee yaa loadds!

[wrist thinggy which glows in thee darkk] -- fromm [kaiwann] andd [gracetayy]. woahh. glowws in the darkk. haha. kewl! thankks!

[pinkk piggyy photo framee] -- fromm [antheaa]. haha. piggy. yeaa. cutee cutee onee. pinkk colourr worhhhx. haha. thannkks!

[summ sort of bendablee butterflyy thinggy] -- fromm [weiyi] [eejia] [justinaa]. hmm. till now i still carnn figuree out wadd tat ishh. haha. nvmm. thanks newaee!

[ballerinaa soft toyy i tinkk andd a handphonee accessoryy] -- fromm [adele] [angel] [j.lok]. whheee~! ballerinaa! wheee~! sthh related to ballet. teeeheee! the shoes of the ballerinaa shoo cutee worhhx. hahax. the handphonee accesoryy is ann inflatable thinggy. heex. whichh meanns insidee gortt summ sortt of liquidd. haha. fat fat onee. heex. thankews!

[cakee andd handd-madee photo frammee] -- fromm my dearest sistaa [lilingg]! heex. so switt! tink it's a strawberry cakee. haha. me habenn eat yett worhhhxx. denn the photo frammee veri kewl de worhhhx. sho meaninggful siaa. handdmadee derhhx! denn dere's msgg fer me at thee backk. nicee ideaa worhhx. heex. a uniquee wayy fer givingg the prezzie. as in the wayy she wrappedd. sho xin tongg siaa. coz tis mornning drizzlingg. denn the paperr on whichh lilingg wrotee the msgg gortt droplets of water. got markinggs worhhx. but nortt tat badd lahhhx. still nicee! cann see tat lilingg spent alot of effortt on it worhhx! thankewws sistaa!

[bearr bearr necklacee fromm swarovski] -- fromm myy guddy frenn [yijiee]. woahh. i receivee it tat tymm was quitee lykk *nervous*. coz it's lykk swarovski. ex de worhhx. feelingg kindaa nei jiu lerhhx. hmmx. thankews so muchh yijiee!

tinkk tats all bahhx. haha. weiyeee toldd me wadd she gort fer me. haha. she kept on sayying i will nort lykk it derhhx. haha. will lahhx. heex.tis yearr the prezzies all kindaa meaninggful. heex. yeaa.

dance workshop was kinda o_* haha. did contemporary modern dance yesterdaee. denn todaee did hiphop. ahhh. it was nice but i dunn get the stylee. aiyahhx. me dunn wann tokk about it lahhx. hahax.

readd cali jiejie's bloggy. hmmx. tym pass sho fast. 2 years. yepp. 2 years so fast. next yearr sec 3 lerhhx. everyonee separatedd worhhx. sad sad. wadd to do nerhhx. it's liddat. lets all treasure the 3 more days together. yepp.

[1 grace'03] [2 grace'04] -- rawkk onn~!

2004-10-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

whhhee~! tmrr me bdaee! wahhaharhhx! i'm crazyy mann. bdaee onlyy mahhx. so happy fer wadd. everyy yearr oso gott onee marhhx. crazyy. hahaa.

tmr got the dancee workkshopp. soo kewl harrhhx. haha. hmm. dennn all dancerrs oso gortt inn. except mx i tinnkk. shee dunn wann. hmmx. the workkshopp consist of hip-hopp jazz and modernn. kewl mann. thoughh i certainlyy sux att thosee. mann. i'm gonaa makee a fool outaa myself tmr. on myy bdaee. haha. how kewll. awww. waddevaa.

tmr got ballet at 5-730. advanced 2. denn 730-9 is ferr the psle ppl. yeaa. okayy. shldd i go? coz dere's lykk pianoo at 7 tmrr. ahhhh! hatee pianoo lahhx. waddahell. i'll ratherr go ferr ballett denn stayy at homee fer the stupidd pianoo. spoill myy bdaee moodd mann. sadded siaa. aiyahh. stoopidd laa!

juz noww celebratedd myy birthhdayy. ahhh. it's nthh unusual or wadd la. so i shan't eleboratee. yeaa. haha. it's juz thee usual cakee-cuttingg and stuff. everytymm oso thee samee derhhx. siannx. hahaa. yepp.

tinkk got nthh to sayy le larhhx. haha. lemme wishh lilingg happyy bdaee too. wahahaa. bothh of us bornn on samee dayy worrhhx. hahaa. happyy bdaee lilingg!

tats all i havv. buh-byee ppl. take caree!

2004-10-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

man tis blogg is seriously rottin..arhhhx..okayyy..got backk all papers by now..ahhhx..i dunn wanna comment about it..i seriously wanna sayy my humanities sux lykk hell mann..so bad cann..ahhhx..i shall not talk about it..

hmmx..have beenn goinn fer ballet consistently..i repeat myself..consistently..mann..aiyahh..newae after exams le marhhx..supposed to go everydayy fer ballet..haha..how farni..ms lee ask us if we wann a breakk..and guess wadd..all of us sayy no..okayy.. so she dinn cancel class..so class will be onn..

class todayy was okayy la..damnn longg..2 classes..hmmx..denn the 2nd class the back part..ms lee kept askinn us to dance..as in DANCE! oh man..dancinn fromm the insidee was hardd..real hardd..we muz lykk tinkk of two wordds..[act] and [drama]..haha..how funn..okayy..denn we did corner workk..free workk..quite simplyy onee coz the juniors were dere and deyy kindaa carnn catch upp..so ms lee made the workk easierr..andd also to makke us DANCE!

germ's leavinn fer melbourne tmr at 6pm liddatt..she's goin over to look fer a dancee scchh..yepp..wishh her all the bez worhhx..yupyup..

okayy..lemme see..schh tmr's gonaa be real boringg! ahhx! imagine goinn to schh so earli..denn got zhong zheng bian bian bian discussionn..andd summ other lamee stuff..hahaa..how boringg ritex..denn 1.30pm finishh..after tat still carnn go homee cann..gota attend summ kindaa dumbb stuff..a chinese culture talk! oh man! dunn be surprised if chungcheng pupils were foundd sleepingg comfortablely and sweetly in the lecture hall at nanyang JC..hahax..

recall wadd mr soon said todayy..wahaha..he kept givingg so manyy examples of incidennt and accidentt..aiyaahhx..the talk is about leadership thinggy..yeaa..quite boredd..haha..he madee me wanna slp..denn got doorgift summore siaa..haha..a curry puff and a packet H20..haha..howw kewl!

saww this lykk 'handbagg' at isetann i tinkk..at parkwayy..mann..it's shocking pinkk withh blackk cann! so nicee! colour so nicee lorhhx! hmmxx..andd tat pilloww bagggyy! hahaa! ermm..lykk it too! wahahahaa..mann..so manyy thinggs i wann..no moneyy to buy lerhhx!

hmm..my sistaa[lilingg]'s bdaee cummin le! so ishh minee! whhee~! netaa gett her a prezzie worhhx! hmm..i betaa rmb! yeshh! okay..guess i've nthh muchh to sayy..buh-byee!

[reina-jiejie] -- hmm..dunn worry kayy..everythingg will turnn out finee..lookk on the bright sidee of life lykk wadd gwenn sayy! dunn alwayys sayy [i'm deadd..] hahaxx..yeaa..not deadd yett kayyy..hopee to see yahh soon fer class~!

2004-10-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

hmmx. hadd dancee on fri. was so damnn freaakinn longg. but hadd loadds tym to restt as well. laoshi was real nicee. hahaa. denn mdm kee ordered foodd fer us. yeaa. tat was lunchh. denn after tatt xinn andd peu pei me go buy dancee shoes[thankews!]. hahaa. after tat went to takee neoprintt worhhx! haha. it was nicee worhhx. shall put it at the endd of thee entryy.

yesterdaee hadd the graduationn performancee. shldd saee it was a great success! yayy! haha. coz everyonee did well andd there was no mistakees! woohoo! 3 cheers fer dancee clubb! we rawkk! haha! everyonee was lykk [wow~!] wenn all of us split! yayy! hahaa. after tat wennt homee withh geok[jiejiee].

hmm. yongshengg toldd me tatt mr khoo sayys our maths paper 1 onlyy got 3 pass out of lykk half thee class. shit lorhx. i'm gonaa fail. gudd luckk to me. *sighx*

below aree the neoprintts!

2004-10-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

muahahahax. lemme sayy tiss loudd andd clearr. exams aree OFFICALLY OVERRR! muahahahax. tis ishh so cool. newaee. sthh badd.

gortt backk myy results ferr eng paper 1 and chinesee paperr 1. bothh of whicchh turnnedd outt to bee horrenndous. awww. okayyy. shall nortt sayy. hahaa. afterall i passedd and tats it.

wennt out wiff yuquann. yijiee. kaiwann. haha. hadd funn lykk duhhh. hahaa. attee sweensenns. wahaha. i'm gonna groww fatt peoplee. whooshh. hmmx. ate chickeenn bakedd ricee. wooww ritexx. hahaa. kayyy. andd yuquann was lykk so farnni. shee dunn usuallyy goo suchh places. so shee's a bit blurredd. hahax. so everyythingg osoo askk uss. in casee make anyy mistakes. haha. so farnni worhx.

denn tookk neoprints worhx. hahax. so farni oso. climbb here climbb dere worhx. heex. okayy laa. mann. i'm lookinn uglier and uglierr in neoprints! tinkk i shldd stopp takinn so tat i'll nortt destroyy annyy photos! wohoo! set!

okayy. tmrr meli deyy all wanna go ourt. geokk [jiee] askk me goo. butt u noee. extraa. learnn froomm myy wonderful jiejie derhx. wahahaharhx. extraa. heeex.

tinkk nthh muchh i wanna saee le larhx. okayy. buh-byee~!

2004-10-14T07:27:00.000+08:00

muahahaharhx. exams are OVER! nortt offically thoughh. coz i still havv acc. okayy. tat onee nvm derhxx. so cann dunn caree bahhhx.

i shall nortt tokk about examms sincee deyy can spoill myy moodd. hahax. okayy. tmr goinn out withh yuquann. yijiee. kaiwann and gracee. coz i dinn go outt todaee mahh. okayy. foundd a topp to wearr. now it's the bottom's probb. i'll hunnt my housee forr clothes. mummy saes i gortt alot of clothes. where gortt lorhx. haha. nvmm.

andd boo. my fonee bill is lykk so highh. noww i daree not answerr calls lerhx. it's so highh and my mumm's lykk scoldinn me. she justt camee intoo thee roomm and showeedd me the bill. oh no. i betaa stopp answerinn phonee calls. as in thosee umimportantt ones. yahhh. before i gett intoo moree troublee. and it'l be too latee if i losee myy fonee. i betaa watchh wadd i answerr noww. boo.

okayyy. shall stopp here. buh-byee~!

*freed from exams*

2004-10-11T07:50:00.000+08:00

y m i here wen tmr's my exams? y? tats simplee. all bcoz i dun hav the mood to studyy. sheeshh. i'm jus so dead. tats y i'm lyk heree larhxx. waddevaa. okayyy.

tmr gonaa hav history and science examm. okayy. these two horridd subjects. wishh me the bez peeps. pray tat i pass. all i wan is a pass. not to do damn freakinn well. but at least. gimmi a pass. i'll be contented. yupp.

which means i havv 7 more papers. 4 dayys. hahahax. tats fast. nopes. it isnt. wad shld i sae. hmm. okayy. well. forget it. i'm crappingg.

7 papers 4 dayys. tats it. prayy ferr me peeps.

*exam blues*

2004-10-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

i kinda finished reading my physics part fer science. as in reading. i din hav the mood at all the bbmemorise cannn. the fact is i jus dun see a needd to memorise a single thing. ahhhx. waddevaa. nth jus seem to get into my nutty brains. bleaghx. i might as well give upp. sighx.

down 4 papers. lemme see. geog paper and eng paper yesterdae. these two opening papers totally freak the whole hell outa mee cann. so damn difficult. not as in difficult. but u see. the geog was lyk 1hr 45 mins and tats insuffient! din hav tym to finish though i noe the answer. wadahell ritex. i'm jus gona flunk tat right thru. so many couldnt finish too. man. i realli felt lyk crying the moment i passed up my papers. but yahh. i din. howells.

den was eng. oh mann. i'm scared of failing it. eng is jus a pathetic subj tat i cant fail fer nuts. ahhhx. u might not see me in sch animore. god knows. beta prayy. hoping tat i'll pass tis frigging subject will saves me from all the scolding. i pray hardd.

okayy. lemme see.

mon: history and science [bleaghx]

tues: maths paper 1 and maths paper 2 [ahhhx]

wed: chinese and lit

thurs: acc [crap larhx] and debrief

fri: whheee~! the end of the whole frigging exams! yay~!!

okayy. so as u see. i hav lyk 7? yepp. 7 more papers to go. oh mann. pray fer me.

7 papers. 5 more dayys.

i'll live onn. and complete this hurdle.

*exam blues*

2004-10-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

okayy. the entry i type just went *poof*. gone.

i shall be patient and type it once more. tmr's the geog and eng paper 1.

wish me gud luck peeps.

espeacially my geog. i'm so geography all of a sudden. i seem to get everything mixed up. oh shit.

i guess i'll hav to read thru once more before i zip off to bed.

and wake up darn early to read it once more so tat everything gets in.

and i'll get my facts right.

all the bez to everyone out dere and me! haha! gud luck peeps!

i beta stop here and get down to work.

buh-byee!

2004-10-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

oh man i'm feeling the jitters. i'm so nervous lyk by now. how m i gona survive till tmr?

tmr's geog and eng paper 2.

imagine. once i got a look at the paper. i go *poof* and everything went blank. memory shutdown. man. tat will be the end of the world fer me. pre-exam blues.

ahhh. i keep getting confused wif all the facts. effects and stuff. i'm exceptionally geography todayy. all becoz of those pollution and singapore and wadsoeva. okayy. i shall stop it.

newae. i beta get back to my revisions. i'll try to read through it once again before i zip off to my cozy bed. and i'll try waking up slightly early tmr to read thru once more. hopefully all my efforts paid off. and i'll do just fine fer my geog.

all the bez to everyone and me! gud luckk!

buh-byee~!

2004-10-07T14:43:00.000+08:00

typed finished geog. feeling a sense of accomplishment. whhooshh.

supposed to hav science revision with mr so. but duno wad the hell happen. miscommunication or sth. he tot it was fri. unfair siax. he was in RP lorhx. hmmx. wadevaa. so it's postponed to fri. hmmx. might be betaa larhx. coz at tat tym everyone studyin science. will have the mood too. haharhx. okayy.

man. 1 more day not counting todae would be the official start of the exams. *oh my god* i'm nervous. i wan exams to be over. i wan to get it done quick. i wanna celebrate after exams. i wanna free myself from all this stress. making me worried every single day. i wanna be free!

waiting for 14th of October to come. yes. the dayy will come. i'll wait. lemme seee. todae's the 6th. countdown 8 mores dayys. yes. 8 more. man.

hmmx. leemme wishh all peeps out there all the bez and gud luck fer their EOYs. mug hardd and jiayou worxx~!

okayy. shall stop sumwhere here. tink i beta read my outsiders another tym. coz i've mixed up lots of points. okayy. off i go.

buh-byee~!

2004-10-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

woohoo. i lurve reina manx! she's so kind! so sweet! so nice! woohoo~! she's my new jiejie! hahax! she help me do my blogg again. man. she helped me lyk so many thousand tyms! hahax! so sweet! lurve her man! i'm seriously hypered! man.

the webby thingy on msn is gone! woohhoo~!!! isit tat jus so great! woohoo~! been waiting fer tat! yay!! celebrations~!!

tis is the studying period man. everybody muggin lyk siao. i'm so scared man. wad if i dun do well? wad if i carn get into a gud class? man. wad's gona happen in sec 3? new environment. new life. everything's gona be so different. how nice if all dance peeps in the same class. tat would be so perfect so nice. i seem to be in a fairytale. okayy. stop my rubbish.

i neta lose weight. carn allow myself to tounch 40kg. i'll feel obesed. and tat is real bad if i realli wanna dance. and wif my height. tats lyk so fat. gota lose weight. wish me gud luck peeps. hope i'll lose weight. i've not been eating my recess fer two days. hopefully tat helps. hahax. i wanna lose weight~!

was study at kfc at 1st den switched to bk. coz environment in bk is beta. nicer. beta fer study. migrated over dere. haha. den received jie[geok] msg. ask me help her buy hp casing. i was kinda shocked. coz lyk all of a sudden y hp casing. haha. okayy. den called her hse coz she nebe reply me siax. kinda worried den. den she told me she need hp casing. went to get it fer her. was kinda taff wen it cums to choosing colours. but wif the great help of my jie[cali] and my mei[xin]. no probs! done after much consideration. wahaha. got a [purple][pink][maroon][slight red] cover. haha. nice colour combi harx. we scared tat geok wun lyk it but yahh. she lurve it. woohhoo~!

i beta get down to work soon. everyone's study. i beta start studying before i fail my exams. tat would be the end of the world fer me manx. okayy.

[chialing][jiejie]-- jie. wad happen? anithing muz tell ur meimei here okayy. anithing muz sae. cannot keep to urself. dun stress urself. jus try ur best oso. u can do it derhx. jiayou barhx~! all of us will mug hard together~!! take care~!

[reina][jiejie]-- heyoo jiejie~! wahahaharx!! thanks fer helpin me wif my blog worx! lurve yahh~! so nice of u to help me! haha! summore so many tyms le worx~! thankews~!! jiayou fer all ur exams and mug hard~! everybody's gona mug together. mug hard. and do well~! u can do it okayy. jiayou fer ur chinese yepp! add more oil~! jiayou jiejie~!

[blog-ed in sch]

2004-09-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

short entry. i'm in sch. went to mos burget to study and do hw. okay. did maths. *pulls hair out* haha. did until i went crazy siax. hahax. aniwae. now is history. supposed to find sth about military defence. haha. but yah. wad the hell ritex. no one bothers to find. everyone playin com games. hahax.

lata peu after sch cumin to my class. to take money. haha. me broke le larhx. den lata mibi go eat lunch together lorhx.

wei yee changed hp plus no. man. i wan her phone. okayy. i shall jus shut up ritex. hahax. she got her resutls yesterdae. okayy. i still duno how much so got lorhx. muz call her lata. hahax. sure veri gud derhx. hahax. okayy. end tis entry now.

buh-bye!

[accomplished]

2004-09-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

hmmx. i'm feelin so accomplished i shld sae. i started studyin. as in my revision. fer maths. not bad harhx. hahax. i did lyk 4 chapters last night. and i tink i'm on the 7th chapter now barhx. i'm so algebra now. i've been studyin algebra. tats y. hahax. yay! i finally started my revision.

yesterdae got the xiamen briefin. everything looks so nice. haha. duno how true it is larhx. but we'll see. hahax. me roommate. meli! haha. okayy. mummy went fer briefin too. man. i was kinda malu lorhx. *oops* haha. seriously. haha. newae it's over le so nvm. haha. lookin forward to it! wooohhooo!

okayy. after tat mummy send me home bathe and stuff. man. guess wad. i duno ish mummy blur or wad larhx. guess where she park?! mr yue's lot lorhx! i was lyk mummy! do u noe tis ish the principal's lot?! den she walk to the front and she tell me. oh yaH! and she gave me tat look. okayy. den i go bluff her sae. lata give summon den u noe ahx. hahax. so bad horx. *sticks out my tongue* heex.

den after tat mummy send bro to sch. den so fast reach home. timing just nice. but dere's a prob. coz i duno where dance peeps are. den i called dem at home 1st in case. me scared ownself walk into audi. oso scared see ani teachers coz my wearin dance tee with home bottom and slippers siax. heex. den finally managed to contact my jiee[cali]. heex. wen reach sch me go gym toilet find peu and geok and xin. [anione i missed out?] hahax. met big amanda and liling on the wae.

okayy. den started to tie hair and stuff. oh man. horrid. i was so nervous and panicky. coz mdm kee keep tellin us the tym. keep saein no tym le and stuff. me hands were lyk jelly. den tied fer meli 1st. was loose. had to retie. ask geok to tie meli's ponytail. den i do the bun. tied half wae the bun geok took over. went to tie liling's hair. 1st attempt was horrd. coz i was so panicky everything just went wrong. to make things worst. the bun was to the left. how bad can tis get manx. den the pins i help her poke oso veri pain. i'm so sorri liling. *sighx* den i told her will re-tie de.

den went on tie-ing big amanda's hair. she sae it was tighter den tat dae. so is tis gud or bad?! haix. duno wad to sae. den re-tie liling's hair. tied her ponytail fer her oso. me passed! hahax. it was perfectly alright man. i passed my tie ponytail exam lerhx! hahax. lame. den the bun was alright i guess.

i realli hav to sae tis. mibi i shldnt tie hair fer dem. mibi i shldnt have helped yesterdae. mibi i shldnt have went right in the beginning. haix. saddening. i'm such a failure man. tie ppl hair tie until liddat. so zhi-bei-ed. it doesnt pay to be a kind soul aniwae.

lata gona watch a show wif the dance ppl. hopefully i wun sleep inside. hopefully the show's nice. hahax. hopefully.

[sighx][i'm gona grow fatter!][chilton school of dance]

2004-09-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

ahhh~!i can juz scream lorhx. life is so sad. so miserable. so stressed. man. i'm so stressed. it's not tat i dun wan study. i tink i carn find the mood. so. the fact is i haven study. harhar. how nice harhx. wad shld i sae man. i'm doomed. yes indeed. i'll neva make it to sec 3. i realli neta study. helppp!

i realli gota study!!

okayyy. class todae wif the new zealanders. chilton school of dance. hmmx. they are so pro man. okayy. i shld sae erm they have got the determination. is tat the right word? just lyk tat gal. those two lil gals. hahax. so cute. they quite pro man. so young and they can do lyk triples? okayy la. it was prefect. but they manage to get round. man. so brave sia. haha. lurve dem. dey are juz so cute. wahahahrx.

guess wad. i screwed lotsa things. hahax. i couldnt get the work. oh man. so embarassing. mr rumble was nice. hahax. farni too. wahaharx. can u imagine me doin fouette turns. oh man. you'll jus freak out can. it's so horrible. carn do fer nuts larhx. freak. all turns were screwed i guess. ahh wadeva. it's over.

after tat went to swensens fer dinner. shared chicken baked rice wif weiyeee. and a banana split. *yums* add lyk erm fries too. haha. i ate so much ice-cream! i bet i'm gona go fat! realli fat. oh man. i wanna lose weight. i've been putin on weight lorhx. tis is bad. real bad. ate abit of the earthquake too. hmmx. i wanna sae tat the flavour mint is nice! haha.

after tat went shoppin phoe, selina, wei yeee and phoe and selina's buddy which erm jana i tink. okayy. that was pathetic i shld sae. coz it's lyk many shops were closed by den. so not so fun. hahax. din shop much.

gona hav class tmr at 4.15pm wif the new zealanders. oh i dun wanna be late again. i hope not. i neta get my passport. which is at lavender. hopefully i wun be late larhx. pray fer me manx. hahax.

okayy. tats all. off i go to study.

-buh-bye-

[1st blog link][official opening of my blogspot!]

2004-09-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

okies. tis is kinda lame. i have 7 mins. my bro's hurrying me. oh no. i beta hurry.
okayy. so pissed off. my msn's currently facin sum probs man. i shldnt hav toked to wei yeee online. ahhh. tat caused it. i'm so angry now. wadahell lorhx.

the mooncake festival night. is tat how it's called? wadeva. okayy. tat was a success. the dancers danced well. congrats to[ meli][cali][liling][big amanda][jiayi][meixuan]. u all did realli well~!*claps* spooky things happened tat very day. it all started with the teacup. okayy. i shall not elaborate. i will jus spook the whole hell outa me. okayy. and i shall not tell anyone about it further. i dun wish to scare dem.

okayyy. lemme me disclose my grade 6 results. 95. damnit. so damn low can. i'm so pissed again. man. i'm alwaes not satisfied. sad to sae. i seem to be unsuccessful in everything i do. wadahell's happenin man. haha. i guess i'll jus not succceed in wadeva i do. we'll see. i'm so bu gan yuan.*fumes cumin from everywhere* perhaps dance is not my cup of tea. i might not excel in tat area. now i seriously tink i shld quit. leave the word ballet alone. wif ballet dere'll be no me. mibi tats the wae. i realli tink i'm not the ballet kind. wif such fat bodi. ugly legs which are lyk so fat. aiyahh. i jus dun suit the criterias fer ballet. yahh. i shall conclude tat i'm not fer ballet and ballet's not fer me.
dere's a masters class i tink tmr. or wed? i duno. tmr's class 6pm i tink. shld i go. i might jus end up sitting at a pathetic corner. lookin at those beautiful and graceful new zealanders dance. oh man. i shall neva stand bside dem. i'll look so fat. okayy. so shld i go fer class. goin fer class tmr might jus make me feel more zhi-bei-ed. so y shld i go fer class. makin myself feel bad. haha. one thing. i'm not a big shoot in ballet. so it doesnt reali matter if i attend classes. i shld sae tat i attend classes fer the sake of attendin. m i right to sae tat. oh man. wad's gotten into me. i tink i'm not myself. i feel so sad and zhi-bei-ed now. okayy. i shall not tok about it animore.

okayyy. i shall not forget my 1st ever blog i made.
[http://glowin-starz.diaryland.com]
tadedem!
hahax. tats lame. i shall not forget tat bloggg. my 1st blog.wheee~! okayyy.
and the grand opening of tis blogspot. though it's not fully furnished. haha. reina u'll help me ritex? haha.
it's wae past 7 mins. my bro's shouting at me again. lalala. okayy. nitex. take care ppl.

[jie][geok]--hey jiee. u arhx. okayy le i supposed. u cannot go find mdm kee kayys. ur job not done lehx. muz jiayou. ping xia qu. u can do it de. u have been doin well u noe. wad happened on sat wasnt ur fault kayy. u mus continue wif it. dun give up[like me!]. haha.

[jie][chialing]--hey jiee. okayy. i believe ur still kinda scared about the things on sat. dun think about it le. take it as if nth happened[though it's quite impossible]. try kayys. u'll overcome it.

[jie][cali]--hey jiee. u did well tat night. wooohooo~! congrats! see i so nice. congratulate u again. specially summore. wahaha. jiayou fer the next one at NTU kayys. i might be dere. we'll see. hahax. okayy.

realli gtg. nitex nitex.

ahhhh~!

2004-09-20T08:02:00.000+08:00

okies. tis is jus a test. seein if my blogspot works. i might jus change from d-land to blogspot. tis is kinda cool except fer the screwed up tagboard. which i ask my jie[chialing] to do fer me. and i duno wad's the outcome of it. i will wait till the tagboard is done b4 switchin over to blogspot. okayy. tat will be lyk wen ritex. perhaps after exams larhx. gona add an entry to d-land lata. i feel a must to do see. gona blog out my craps and anger. hrmph. okayy. i'll be back at blogspot soon! cyahh!